A boy that always spent his break time by the windows in front of his class, looking around, seeing everybody and nothing at all. This past weekend I returned to the countryside, to visit my relatives and I took my time to return to re-visit some of the places that are part of my early life.
This is the school I studied when I was 6~7 years old, this place is special and looking back I felt a lot of good sensations and discovered that this is a part of my life I really enjoyed.
Running over puddles when it rained, running around the buildings like nothing really mattered, seriously I needed to wake up at 4 a.m to go to school every day, walk around 2 km just to wait for the bus and I couldn't care less, life was really great back there....
Looking back I found how little I had and how much happier I was...
My first crush was from this school, and I remember that I always wrote her letters, till one day, her sister was really jealous, so she went to their father and told him about me and the letters, I mean we were children, it was completely inocent, but even then she threatened me till I stopped talking or seeing the girl again. It was by this time that I started going to the school library to read, I never noticed how much I loved reading till I actualy started it, I've spent my whole free time at the library, my favorite book at the time was "menino maluquinho" (I wonder why hahahaha).
This was a very special part of my life, I loved returning there, walking around the place, checking out my class, even seating in the same spot I sat daily to study, that felt really good.
The time to say goodbye is coming fast, there are so many people I have to visit before leaving, some things that have to be said, a certain someone that must know how I feel about her, I'll probably write about feelings and the need to throw them around next time, the ideas aren't quite certain in my mind yet, but that's a topic for another day.
"I'll wait
For you there
Like a stone......
I'll wait, for you there.....alone....."
